Getting Over You

They tell me it takes time to get over someone,
like I could ever really, truly get over you,
as if I could ever forget how you make me feel,
how completely, utterly perfect you are.

They tell me it’s okay, that I’ll be okay,
but it’s so hard to believe them
when I spend every night thinking of you,
when your name has left a scar.

They try to convince me I’m moving on,
that I’ll eventually move on from you,
but no one knows what that means,
no one realizes how it seems so far.

@9 hours ago with 1 note
#poem #love #moving on #getting over someone #loss 

"What could tear the soul more than to mean nothing to the person who is your everything?"

Midnight thoughts
@5 days ago with 1 note
#midnight thoughts #love 

"When one’s in love with an ageless god who insists on the face of a twelve-year old, one does one’s best to hide the damage."

River Song
@5 days ago with 12 notes
#Doctor Who #quote #river song #twelve #matt smith #angels take manhattan #love 

"The world was on fire and no one could save me but you
It’s strange what desire will make foolish people do
I’d never dreamed that I’d love somebody like you
I’d never dreamed that I’d lose somebody like you"

Wicked Game by Chris Isaak
@2 weeks ago with 1 note
#quote #love #music #lyrics 

"How much more cruel can the universe be than to make us fall in love with those who cannot love us back?"

Midnight thoughts
@2 weeks ago with 3 notes
#midnight thoughts #love 

I Just Want You Back

Even though you don’t love me,
Even though we could never be together,
Even though I never had you,
I want you back.
Back in my life, if anything.
I want to see you every week again.
I want to see your face again.
I want to feel what you
made me feel once again.
I don’t want to keep missing you like this.
I want you to be back in my life
so I can stop suffering at the thought
that you’re gone from it.

@1 month ago with 1 note
#poem #love #want #missing you #gone 

Recording My Thoughts

Honestly, there’s times like these when a thousand stories are bursting inside of me, waiting to be let free, but they have no escape. The words won’t come, the sentences won’t form, the ideas won’t develop. And I’m left incomplete.

I’ve been told before that I should just write my thoughts, but my thoughts aren’t always writable. It’s true. Sometimes they deserve to remain in my head where they aren’t totally concrete yet, where they’ll slowly fade away and become wisps of once powerful and strange ideas. Sometimes thoughts are too sacred, too precious, to be recorded.

Because my thoughts are still consumed by you, by your face, by your memory. I hate it, I hate that you have that control over me. It’s not fair that I can’t have you. I miss you, terribly, and I wish I could just see you once more.

I love you. So much that it hurts.

@1 month ago
#thoughts #writing #record #love #want #ideas 

Dreams

I dreamt of you last night,
and it was the best sleep
I’ve had in weeks.

I still can’t believe you’ve gone,
but it was nice to see you again,
if only in my head.

I’m on the verge of breaking
just about every second now,
ever since you left.

I miss you more than I can tell;
no words can express the longing
I feel for you.

@1 month ago
#poem 

"Baby
It’s been a long time coming
Such a long, long time
And I can’t stop running
Such a long, long time
Can you hear my heart beating?
Can you hear that sound?
‘Cause I can’t help thinking
And I won’t stop now"

Gravity
@4 days ago with 1 note
#coldplay #lyrics #quote 

"Please let me escape tomorrow"

a 5-word story
@5 days ago with 1 note
#5-word story #midnight thoughts #escape 

"I don’t agree with what you say, so I’m going to call you names, because that’ll prove you wrong"

—Basically everyone on the Internet

@1 week ago
#name calling #everyone on the internet #feminists #anti-feminists #democrats #republicans #not to exclude any groups #the entire internet 

"My thoughts aren’t always writable. Sometimes they deserve to remain in my head where they aren’t totally concrete yet, where they’ll slowly fade away and become wisps of once powerful and strange ideas. Sometimes thoughts are too sacred, too precious, to be recorded."

Midnight thoughts
@2 weeks ago
#midnight thougts #thoughts #ideas #writing 
Now that they increased the gif size…

Now that they increased the gif size…

@3 weeks ago with 3 notes
#gif #Breaking Bad #The Middle School Musical 

More Thoughts

I’ve been out of this too long. I haven’t properly written anything in what seems like an eternity. I feel like my sentences are no longer coherent, like there’s no flow. My thoughts feel disjointed and scrambled, and my diction and my syntax feel like a five-year-old’s. I’m having a hard time recalling words, words that I used to be familiar with. I’m having such a difficult time describing everything how I want to describe it. I need a week or two of vacation from life so I can just focus on my writing. That would be so nice.

@1 month ago
#because I can #writing #thoughts 

"Do you know why it’s dark—
do you know why it’s night all around us?
Do you know what the blackness is?
It’s the hate… all of us feel and there’s too much of it.
There’s just too much! So we had to vomit it out and
now it’s coming up all around us and choking us.
So much hate, so much miserable hate."

I Am the Night — Color Me Black
@1 month ago with 1 note
#Twilight Zone #the twilight zone #I am the night -- color me black #quote